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My whole life has been a disappointment other than my children and grand son everything else. My career, relationships, health, and marriage. I today I have given up everything that I have ever desired for myself. It matters not; God has other plans and I see now I suffered as a child as I am still suffering. I am praying for others and when I pray for me it's for my family not for me. I honor him and my family more than myself. I give all of myself to him. Praying in faith.