I would like to commend you on making the first step to your Deliverance...
Is any among you afflicted? Let him pray. Is any merry? Let him sing psalms....
James 5:13 - 14
13 Is anyone among you suffering? Let him pray. Is anyone cheerful? Let him sing praise. 14 Is anyone among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the church, and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord.