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O Lord , don’t rebuke me in your anger
or discipline me in your rage!
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Your arrows have struck deep,
and your blows are crushing me.
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Because of your anger, my whole body is sick;
my health is broken because of my sins.
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My guilt overwhelms me -
it is a burden too heavy to bear.
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My wounds fester and stink
because of my foolish sins.
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I am bent over and racked with pain.
All day long I walk around filled with grief.
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A raging fever burns within me,
and my health is broken.
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I am exhausted and completely crushed.
My groans come from an anguished heart.
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You know what I long for, Lord;
you hear my every sigh.
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My heart beats wildly, my strength fails,
and I am going blind.
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My loved ones and friends stay away, fearing my disease.
Even my own family stands at a distance.
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Meanwhile, my enemies lay traps to kill me.
Those who wish me harm make plans to ruin me.
All day long they plan their treachery.
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But I am deaf to all their threats.
I am silent before them as one who cannot speak.
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I choose to hear nothing,
and I make no reply.
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For I am waiting for you, O Lord .
You must answer for me, O Lord my God.
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I prayed, “Don’t let my enemies gloat over me
or rejoice at my downfall.”
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I am on the verge of collapse,
facing constant pain.
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But I confess my sins;
I am deeply sorry for what I have done.
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I have many aggressive enemies;
they hate me without reason.
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They repay me evil for good
and oppose me for pursuing good.
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Do not abandon me, O Lord .
Do not stand at a distance, my God.
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Come quickly to help me,
O Lord my savior.