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“Is not all human life a struggle?
Our lives are like that of a hired hand,
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like a worker who longs for the shade,
like a servant waiting to be paid.
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I, too, have been assigned months of futility,
long and weary nights of misery.
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Lying in bed, I think, ‘When will it be morning?’
But the night drags on, and I toss till dawn.
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My body is covered with maggots and scabs.
My skin breaks open, oozing with pus.
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“My days fly faster than a weaver’s shuttle.
They end without hope.
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O God, remember that my life is but a breath,
and I will never again feel happiness.
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You see me now, but not for long.
You will look for me, but I will be gone.
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Just as a cloud dissipates and vanishes,
those who die 1 will not come back.
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They are gone forever from their home -
never to be seen again.
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“I cannot keep from speaking.
I must express my anguish.
My bitter soul must complain.
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Am I a sea monster or a dragon
that you must place me under guard?
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I think, ‘My bed will comfort me,
and sleep will ease my misery,’
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but then you shatter me with dreams
and terrify me with visions.
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I would rather be strangled -
rather die than suffer like this.
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I hate my life and don’t want to go on living.
Oh, leave me alone for my few remaining days.
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“What are people, that you should make so much of us,
that you should think of us so often?
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For you examine us every morning
and test us every moment.
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Why won’t you leave me alone,
at least long enough for me to swallow!
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If I have sinned, what have I done to you,
O watcher of all humanity?
Why make me your target?
Am I a burden to you?
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Why not just forgive my sin
and take away my guilt?
For soon I will lie down in the dust and die.
When you look for me, I will be gone.”